im so over things right now. It's like the things I thought I was good at, i'm letting slip right through my hands. I wish i hadn't been so eager to achieve so much at once because now the quality of my work is fading.
I think it's time to slow down, but i really don't know how.
I honestly don't think i've ever been so busy in my entire life-- 3 jobs, 4 classes, aphio, and a social life. Not to mention my frequent visits to LA recently.
And to think, it's all going to be over in 5 months.
so far break is very relaxing. I have plans to hang out with people, but so far nothing big, which is ok. I need to conserve money anyways. I really wanna go snowboarding! and to disneyland (while the christmas decorations are up)!!
resolutions. why wait til jan 1?
+keep working out. -- just went running right now after a three week break. ouchies +find work. -- more than one job. at least one internship that i can learn from! (paid or unpaid) +don't let aphio hold me back. -- i know getting pledge ed makes this task kinda difficult, but i cant let it dictate my future. only my present tasks. +decrease the frequency of my D.O.S. -- some will get this. +work on only the BEST grades. -- i got a 3.2 this quarter :(
I think i only write in these things when i ACTUALLY have shit to do. How responsible of me. I am happy with the way some things are working themselves out this quarter. Things are recovering and I am back on my feet.
ugh midterm tomorrow, 10 pg paper due wednesday, another midterm thursday, and a 6 pg paper due friday. fuck. my. life.
and sad to all the fires :( bleh tired of seeing it on the news!
okay nap time now. (do you think its ok if i try and get a midterm postponed cuz i have so much shit to do this week??) i wonder...
